2 August, 2014

I'm 6 flights away from completing my course! 6! WTF! I sure didn't expect it to go by this quickly.... Although really, we only have 2 more weeks to go. 

And guess what!? Mr problematic with his relationships is back again! No not really, but thinking about these stuff just makes me sad. Why do we place so much hassle and importance into some bs like this?

My mind seems to be dominated by her, most of the day. But weirdly (that a word?), my dreams weren't about her... But my grade 7 crush. There is, no way in hell, for me to even talk to her anymore. 

For some reason (retarded ones), I felt that stalking is a good idea. And for fuck sake of course it's a terrible idea, but I didn't think that... And that more or less chased her away. I'm not surprised either. 

So now I pretty much get over sensitive when people got though my pics on FB when they add me, which is apparently normal. I'm so awkward around girls I like, I feel like I'm embarrassing myself and probably a retard. I mean, if anyone reads this, how many of you don't think I'm a retard? I'm betting none. 

And we all know girls have a really, REALLY confusing behavior. God if I understood them I can probably open a business to help understand them and become a billionaire. Guess gotta wait for my brain to evolve. YOUR MOVE BRAIN. 

There is heavy rain right now, and I managed to snap a few pics while I'm at it. So here it is with the post. It was take. Just before rain began. 

How's your day?